Having a life which im having now ,
is most of the people at my age won't know .
Always thought this kinda of life would be fun .
but I find it's quite complicating .
it's not always fun .
at my age , suppose to be studying ,
having all the day time fun ,
hanging out with classmates , those almost the same age as me .
but me?
I hang out with people who is much much older den me .
and thanks to this few months ,
I've change,
Learn many things ,
about friends , boyfriends ,
more life exp.
but I dun like myself now .
some people already start saying ,
Yanqi have change ,
more quiet , more materlistics , easily angry and bla bla bla .
But some how I still can't get out the shit life im having now .
I wanna go back to the past,
a more innocent , happier girl .
At least my real friends will be happier .
I wanna be more sensible , more clever .
At least it's a less complicated world :D
the only thing i really gain is life exp .
and i lost alot of things ):
and yesh , I mean alot .
I miss those days when Im in sch ,
disturbing people .LOL .
playing volleyball , bla bla bla .
but I dun like to wake up early.
Why can't sch start later?
Teachers compromise me alot alot .
they did loads of things for me ,
Just to make me go back sch ,
But I just gave the nothing but disapointment .
But I really lost interest in sch alrdy.
No motivation . arrgghhh):
BLEAH !
no more emo blogging .
hahahahahah:D


But I really hate my life now .
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